Soliel,
First off,there are always helping hands around. There are three churches in my area for instance that will help someone in need pay for utilities when they need help. Check the local churches in your area. There is a place called C.U. B. ( Citrus United Basket) I don't know if they have any other locations, but, when I was about to have my power shut off they stepped up and helped me pay my bill. I'm sure if you check around that there are places such as this one who will help you. I hope the best for you sweetie, and hang in there.
